Today I had a fight with her. The woman who gave me birth. I know I have so much to thank to her but I was so damn mad that I couldn't remember that.
I guess sometimes we get so mad we almost lose the head. I turned green as the grass while she turned red as a STOP sign but I just couldn't shut up.
Sometimes I think she just pretend that we are doing okay but we can't stand up each other anymore. She screamed and I fight back. We explode like fireworks at the sky but not as pretty as Disneyland.
I think sometimes we just need to make a pause in our life and think deeply what we really want. Don't get angry or sad. Try to focus in your own smile.
I hope I could eat my words back, I didn't mean to hurt her but she got me mad. Definitely I should apologize. This is just the moment I feel we don't understand each other anymore. Maybe she's too old, maybe I'm too young in comparison. I hope that someday we could understand each other again.
Is almost time to leave her and take my own road. I'm counting the days and stars to fly away. I wanna miss her and not be mad at her anymore. I think the distance could help us to fix the things we broke inside. I still love her and she loves me, as mother and daughter is the way it's supposed to be.
The point is that when you are mad at something or someone, maybe you are not as mad at them like you think you are. Maybe you are just mad at yourself because things didn't work out at your own way.
Any case it is, you should ALWAYS remember it takes TWO to start a fight and it takes ONE to end it! Don't keep the anger to yourself, let it go, cause if you stayed with that negative feeling inside the only one who is gonna get hurt is anyone but... YOU! :)
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